But you have what it takes and
you won’t build alone
as you discover yourself
you’ll find you
DarEll S. Hoskisson
First get them in a single file line, a list works well,
then eliminate or delegate all I can not do
then set up a schedule
and let each one cycle through.
Now no want will go hungry
if it’s worth it’s place in line.
Remembering what I also want
satisfies me every time.
© 2013 DarEll S. Hoskisson (dsh)
Scheduling is nothing new. But, scheduling what I WANT was for me a big discovery. I used to only schedule what I HAD to do and usually did NOT want to do. Scheduling only what I have to do but don’t want to gave it a bad kind of aftertaste.
A schedule? Something to be avoided!
I now schedule time for what I need and want and time for what my family needs and wants from me. This seems to calm the demanding, screaming of neglected needs I used to feel after every time I was busy for an extended period of time.
Stong focus is a strength and a weakness for me. I can stay focused for a very long time, driven to the end. But, I don’t feel hunger, thirst, bathroom needs, I don’t hear people talking around me and anyone needing something is really a bother that I push away. If I had to get interupted, beware the wrath of train wreck!! I was like a train going down hill. Get on board or get out of the way! But when I’m finished, all these needs come crying out to my awareness.
I had to give up my hyperfocus to be an attentive mom. Now that my kids are older, I’m trying to reintegrate that power of attention. I love working in the flow where time does not exist. But, I’m trying to do it in a way that does not punish my body and family so much.
So far WHEN I keep to my schedule it is working very well. I have to STOP which is often painful for me. But, it is getting easier as I remember what I ALSO WANT and try to keep it from getting eaten alive by whatever I happen to be doing right now.
In fact, I want to write this, but I ALSO WANT my family to have dinner tonight. So, as hard as it is to stop typing on this very interesting subject (I mean who doesn’t want EVERYTHING they want?) It is easier to stop because I remember, I want and need to feed my family.
Love to all! DarEll